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Tuesday, May 5, 2009
11:17PM
oh hey. fuck you.
Saturday, March 21, 2009
6:07PM
i smell really nice right now.
Sunday, January 25, 2009
i have applied for 14 jobs. i have applied for unemployment. i have been in touch with three staffing agencies. i had a great interview last week but, unfortunately, the day after my interview i was contacted and told that they've put a hold on hiring at their firm. now, whether or not i believe this is irrelevant, because what it boils down to is that i am still jobless.
Saturday, December 20, 2008
3:57PM
an update:
my birthday was fab-you-luss. the work holiday party was a fucking blast. (hooray for drunken bosses.) tonight we're having a party at the apartment. i talked to caitlin and got some shit out on the table. i feel better about the whole situation now. if she gets stupid tonight, i'm just going to ignore her. maybe if she sees that people aren't going to cave into her drama she'll knock it off? who knows. but anyways. christmas presents are almost finished. chronukuh presents are finished. i think i'm more excited for chronukuh than for christmas. i've been partying hard for the past two days and tonight, again, is another party. i'm so. burnt. out. i just want to sleep. i think i'll do that tomorrow. yep.
off to finish the xmas presents. peace.
Current mood:  exhausted Current music: some show on the history chanel about sex in space?
Monday, December 1, 2008
1:12PM
Reply to this post, and I'll tell you one reason why I like you. Then put this in your own journal, and spread the love (or not you loveless fuck).
Sunday, November 23, 2008
1:57PM
escape from the world with your
tail between your legs trailing
the last bit of your dignity
like a dingleberry.
run away go on, see how far you'll get.
sing sang youve sung your song
now its done and youre lost
wondering whats next
youre vexed
with no direction
no conviction no motion
no function and now we're here
at that junction and the
lessons are beyond your realm of understanding.
a shame, really
you can't change.
Thursday, October 23, 2008
i think, kindof, that, joe might be my 'one and only.' what makes me think this is that he was home this past weekend, and, while there aren't any words at all in any language in the entire world that can truly explain and do justice to the feelings we were feeling, we re-connected. it was like we traveled back in time to the first time we saw each other after high school and we got all fluttery and crushy and lovey-dovey, and it was one of the most real surreal experiences i've ever had. it was just us - it was all new again, but it wasn't because we had all the memories of the past three years. (anniversary=this week) and it was just us, all over again together and in love, falling headoverheels for each other, learning, teaching, experiencing, caring, loving, loving, loving. i had to ask caitlin if he was really there, sitting next to me, holding my hand. then she looked at me like i was crazy, but then joe looke at me and just smiled. you know those smiles where everything that ever needed to be said between two people is said through the eyes? it was one of those. and i melted.
so despite the fact i've spent the entire past week in bed with fevers and bronchitis and a sinus infection, and despite the fact i have no money, and despite the fact that work is insanely busy and getting me down, it doesn't matter. its all a part of life. everything is ok. there are ups and there are downs and its still all a part of life, and we deal, on a day-to-day basis, we deal, and try to work things out, no matter what those things are. and i'm not feeling this way just because of what happened with joe, because our relationship does not define who i am. and thats something i've learned over the past few months. in between missing him and hating him for leaving me, i've learned that i am me. (what a statement, huh?) but seriously, i'm me. i'm kate. i dont know. it makes sense to me in my head right now, and if you don't understand i don't care. well thats a lie, because i do care, but i have a feeling that all you important people in my life who take the time to read my livejournal will understand. and if you don't, you've got my #. :grin:
i'm just in a good place right now. i have direction. i have goals. i'm working on achieving said goals. things are just good.
:grin:
i'm all sorts of stupid-smiley today.
so really, honestly, truly. i tots forealzies :heart: my life right now.
Current mood:  content
Monday, October 6, 2008
1:47PM
blah. blah blah, blah blah blah blah, blah blah? blah blah blah. blah!
Current mood:  blah?
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
the receptionist at the company next door was just fired "because of the economy."
seriously?
i dont want to sound like a negative nancy or debbie downer, but this is the beginning, my friends.
Current mood:  cynical
Friday, September 12, 2008
yet another:
1. i'm picking up todd today at the airport. he's home for three weeks from iraq, and then gets shipped back out. but i'm so happy he's going to be home for a little while. a little while is better than nothing.
2. i want to start writing again. how many times have i told myself this? too many to count, but i really want to start writing again. poems, stories, anything. i've been thinking about signing up for a journalism class, just to see where it goes. i'll keep you posted.
3. in my dream last night i made out with draco malfoy. it was AWESOME!
4. my kitten killed a baby bunny wednesday night, and it was sad and gross. caitlin needs to grow some balls so i'm not the only one taking care of the superfluous amount of dead presents wit brings us. ick.
5. work is going really well - which is making me really happy. i don't dread going to work - i actually kindof look forward to it which isn't something i've ever really experienced before. but its pretty cool.
6. i've been feeling pretty lately, which is really nice. i don't often feel pretty, and i dont know whats changed, but i feel pretty (oh so pretty...) and i'm loving it.
7. i am soooooo poor right now.
8. tomorrow salvation army is coming by to pick up the picnic table couch and the old flower upright chair - i am so excited i can't even tell you.
9. tonight i'm going to dinner with anthony, which will be nice. its been a while since i've seen him and it'll be great to catch up.
10. i'm hungry.
11. there's still some super glue on my finger nail from last week. like last tuesday. thats a long time. super glue is fierce stuff.
i wonder how many times i used the word "pretty" in this entry?
Current mood: cheerful
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
9:59AM
i just want to snuggle with someone. i want a really good hug, and a little bit of cuddling. thats all.
Monday, September 8, 2008
12:36PM
a list:
1. joe's gone. 3 weeks gone. which means i'm 3 weeks single. i'm still hating it a lot and missing him a lot (i'm trying not to cry right now actually but whatev.) so anyways.
2. the apartment is great - my room looks absolutely fabulous. salvation army is coming by saturday to pick up our old shitty furniture, which is so great i can't even express it in words.
3. the kitten brought me and caitlin our first mouse two nights ago. i was so happy and proud that she loves us that much to bring us stuff she killed, but i was also really grossed out because i was the one who had to pick it up and fling it over the fence. ick ick ick. 4. work is going well, they're happy with me and what i'm doing, and they're getting me a crackberry, holla! i really should be working right now but i was feeling incredibly emotional and chose to write instead.
5. the glades was awwwwwwwwesome! really not much more can be said about that if you don't know what i'm talking about, so, if you're really interested, you know how to reach me and i can tell you some of the coolest stories EVER!
6. i start a sociology class on oct 23rd, which i'm really excited for.
7. i'm going to play tennis once/twice a week w/ a lady i met from UMLY - psyched.
8. athen and i have been hanging out more and talking more which is great. i really missed her. a lot.
9. been hanging out with random people, which is really cool. i need more friends. i have like, 7 friends in PA anymore.
alright, fin.
Current mood:  emotional Current music: bob marley
Monday, August 4, 2008
funny how when things in life are changing you find yourself wrapped up in old habits.
like writing in livejournal.
hello, livejournal!
joe's leaving in two weeks. less than two weeks, actually. which means that i'll be single in less than two weeks.
weird.
it sucks - i'm overwhelmingly emotional, and he's emotionally retarded. i want to write but i dont know where to start. my thoughts are jumbled but perfectly clear, and nothing's coming out right.
write.
i've been telling people that were just going along like its ok. but its not ok. nearly three years is a long time to be with a person - and to have it all taken away in a split second is mind blowing. even though its not a split second - i've known this was going to happen since december. but still. it comes in waves.
this upcoming weekend we're going up to his uncle's campsite in new york, which will be fun. i hope. his brother and cousin are coming too, and maybe his dad, but thats kindof a clusterfuck right now. to say the least.
so this weekend on our way up to ny, we're going to stop by his new apartment in pennsyltucky and move some of his stuff in, including his bed, which means that once we get back on sunay we have to go to my parents house and pick up my bed, because we won't have anywhere to sleep.
such great planning. really.
i'm so flustered - i dont know what i'm feeling. **i'm angry, sad, tired, excited, anxious, and any other words that mean those things.
it just sucks a lot. i'm handling it well, i think, but i'm afraid for when it actually happens. i mean. he says we'll still be friends but its going to be hard. but i get to keep the kitten.
athen told me she'll teach me how to be single. hazaa.
so whatever. right? no, but thats just what im going to tell myself for now. i hate being emotional. sometimes, but not all the time.
because without the sad we can't appreciate the happy, can we?
Current mood: **see moods listed in entry Current music: junior kimbrough
Sunday, January 13, 2008
in other news:
birthday was good
christmas was good
chronukuh was pretty damned great
new years was good
sam's concert was awesome
i bought a wii
got "promoted" at work w/out a pay raise
joe's going to college in august (read: moving away and taking the kitten with him, but it's ok because we're still awfully in love)
i'm thinking about going back to school
did i mention i bought a wii?
still liking my job enough, i guess
started working out some
but yeah. i dont know. things are good for the most part. i've totally fallen out of the livejournal swing of things. i really know what to write about. i miss writing, i should do it more often, but i almost always get lost in thought whilst trying to put my mind's wanderings/wonderings on paper (or on the internet, whichever)
but yeah, again. peace out.
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
to fall in love is
one of the most beautiful
things in the whole world.
just shut your mouth, you.
no one cares what you think so
quiet you daft fool.
ali is moving
to maryland this weekend.
i'll miss her a lot.
i have a degree
in paralegal studies.
now i need a job.
i need new glasses
but no one will come help me
pick them out. poo-poo.
i cannot believe
that i am finished with school!
it just feels so great!
Friday, July 20, 2007
a (short) list:
1. ali and i went to the police concert last night - by far the greatest concert i've been to in my entire life.
2. i quit my job and am now jobless and it feels GREAT
3. sam made me a kickass mix cd
4. did i mention the police show was fucking INCREDIBLE?
5. check http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=500920932 for pictures and video (a/k/a illegal uploads.)
Current mood: cheerful Current music: rent - la vie bohem
Saturday, July 7, 2007
Monday, June 25, 2007
40 Off the Wall Questions
(okayyy....)
1) What side of the heart do you draw first?
the right
2) Can you dive without plugging your nose?
yes, but once underwater, i make the predator face.
3) What color is your phone?
silver
5) Who would you want to be tied to for 24 hours?
sarah or joseph
6.) Where are you right now?
living room at joes
7) How do you feel about carrots?
they're good
8) How many chairs at the dining room table?
we don't have a dining room table, but there are three stools at the counter.
9) Who is the best Spice Girl?
posh. she's got the best bitch attitude.
10) Do you know what time it is?
9:44 pm
12) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator?
been there, done that, and actually had my very first panic attack.
13) What's your favorite kind of gum?
i dont really like gum.
14) T or F: All is fair in love and war?
true
15) Do you have a crush on anyone?
haha, yeah.
16) Do you use big words that you don't know the meaning to?
sometimes.
17) Do you like to sleep?
um, yes. a lot.
18) Do you know which US states don't use Daylight Savings?
i dont.
19)Do you know that song Total Eclipse of the Heart?
i might, but i dont pay attention to song titles. i think i do, but i'm not sure.
20) Do you want a bright yellow '06 mustang?
pass on that, thanks.
21) What's something you've always wanted?
boobs.
24) Would you rather swim in the ocean or a lake?
ocean, hands down.
25) Do you wear a lot of black?
i used to, but no.
26) Describe your hair.
wavy, natural (now) and about chin length.
28) Are you an adult?
according to age, yes. according to heart, no.
29) Who is/are your best friend(s):
sarah, holly and wiz, the homies, and joe.
30) Do you have a tan?
no. never.
31) Are you a television addict?
i only watch it when i'm trying to go to sleep or doing homework. which is almost all the time, so maybe?
32) Do you enjoy spending time with your mom?
i love virgeege.
33) Are you a sugar freak?
yes.
34) What is your favorite kind of movie?
suspense, political drama, wacky ass humor
35) sign?
saggitarius
36) Where do you wish you were right now?
nowhere really. i'm content where i am. (on joe's couch.)
37) Who did you copy this from?
Isabelle
38) How do you know them?
from the glades
39) What brand of shirt are you wearing?
no clue
40) What are your plans for the weekend?
taking wit (the kitten) to the vet, and then going to the shore for the week with the LaMents.
Friday, April 27, 2007
4:08PM
so, a threatening email was sent to delco, and all campuses have been closed since yesterday afternoon. they have already announced that no saturday classes/activities will be held due to the ongoing investigation.
i dont know what to make of this.
Wednesday, February 28, 2007
1:50PM
GOD PEOPLE ARE FUCKING RETARDED TODAY.
happy last day of the worst month of the goddamn year.
Current mood: cranky Current music: blue oyster cult
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