kate

10:58 am: friends, it is a lovely lovely day
hello!

things i've done in the past month:

not written in livejournal
gone to massachusetts
gotten really really drunk on a few occasions
house/dog sat for two families
had a panic attack
maybe gotten fired from dog grooming? <-- still unclear, however, i dont think i've been fired.
spent lots of time with jesse :swoon:
saw my psychiatrist for the first time since march, woo!
swam in the ocean and in a pool
worn my bathing suit in front of various people without being embarrassed, yay!


umm.. thats all i can think of at the moment. i need to write a letter to barb explaining to her my standpoint on our phone conversation the other night. because it was rough, and, i thought, very uncalled for. but then again, maybe not? i need to be more decisive, i need to have more control over my life and the going-ons in it. i need to be more committed to myself, and my progress as a human being.

i need to go to the bathroom.


*edit 11:15

and i'm back. (no i wasnt in the bathroom for twenty minutes, i went and had a cigarette, too)

but anyways, yeah, i'm in a really good mood, despite this whole thing with barb. i really do need to sit down and decide what i want to do, because both of my jobs are quite demanding, and i like them both equally. :sigh: what to do, what to do?

well, right now i'm going to finish the thousand revisions that are piled on my desk right now.
peace out